Crisco is for Sissies[M]

[TruthSayer]

Raa struggled with his seat belt, and struggled to yank open his bag from the back seat, pulling out a small black case the size of a wallet out of it with a blush that must have been neon painted across his cheeks. He looked at it with the same reluctance and fear as a man dealing with a live bomb, wondering if he should have looked in it before he packed it away. Kendall had just sort of... thrown it at him that morning before school while Raa was packing.

"You've got condoms, lube, wipes, and kleenex," the man had said brusquely, wearing an exasperated frown. "And for God's sake, use the condoms. Hoddie will thank you for it later."

Like Raa hadn't thought of that before; he had enough condoms to last a year. But, he had to admit with another searing blush as he climbed out of the car and stuffed the case into his back pocket, he had forgotten about the lube; if it was flavored, he was going to smother Kendall in his sleep.

"All hail the birthday boy," Raa grinned as he slung an arm around Marcus' waist and pulled him flush against him, a thrill passing through him at the feeling of Marcus against him, something he'd be able to feel tonight without any barriers, without any worry that someone was going to be angry or disappointed that they'd taken it too far. He dug into his pocket with the other hand, fumbling the keys into the lock, his mind completely distracted with the taste of Marcus' lips, and nearly broke the key off before he finally managed to get unlocked and the door open. He backed into the darkness of the cabin, keys left to dangle in the lock.

[Tammika]

Marcus actually trembled when Raa kissed him. If the arm wasn't around his waist he might have crumpled , his knees were so weak. "Damn, Raa..." He followed Raa inside ,pulled along by the arm around his waist, sliding a hand around one shoulder and one on the side of his face. He yanked the keys from the door and tossed them in the direction of what he remembered should be a chair and slammed the door closed with his foot. The room was dark, extremely dark. Only the light from the refrigerator water light glowed from the kitchen as their eyes adjusted to the darkness.

In the dark, Marcus felt a little more bold, running his hands down Raa's body and moving timidly over the bulge in the front of his pants. He nearly bit Raa's lip a little too hard when he felt the tightness of his pants there. He wanted to see Raa, but didn't want to let go long enough to find the lamp. Or the fire place would be nice...

[TruthSayer]

"Oh... God..." Raa breathed, a hitching little moan that sounded remarkably like a sob as every muscle was suddenly consumed with burning heat, the feeling of Marcus' palm sliding down his chest and stomach to settle over his cock undeniably the best and most surprising sensation of pure arousal than he'd ever thought possible. It left him feeling both amazingly weak and intensely vital as his hips gave a little jerk forward of their own accord, his hand settling over Marcus' as his other slid down his back, gripping his rear through his jeans as he pressed them tight together. He captured Marcus' lips in a trembling kiss, body surging forward as he felt an answering heat against the back of his hand. His hand turned, mirroring Marcus' hold on him as he kneaded gently, tactile sensation chasing away the February chill in the cabin to a distant memory.

"Light," he whispered, biting Marcus' bottom lip lightly, kissing down Marcus' neck to nip at his Adam's Apple. "Light, and blankets."

[Tammika]

"Light. By the door. Blanket couch... yeah." He wasn't sure of anything and had to resist the habit of pulling away from Raa's touch. the moment when he had brushed against him in the costume store nothing compared to his full hand gripping him the way he had repeatedly in his dreams.

He turned in Raa's arms, "I can get it." he reached for the lamp and made contact. He left the three way light on it's low setting, light flooding the room. His eyes saw but didn't linger on a box on the couch as he turned in Raa's arms again, this time focusing on his face in the light, brushing a thumb against his flushed cheeks, a feat considering his darker complexion. "I love you, Raa."

[TruthSayer]

Raa closed his eyes against the burst of light when Marcus turned the light on, ducking his head down onto Marcus' shoulder for a second as he waited for them to adjust, his hands rubbing soft circles on Marcus' stomach when he had his back to him, fingers finding their way beneath his shirt to brush idly against the button of his jeans. When he turned to face him, his hands stayed below his shirt, rubbing upwards along his back to knead the muscle beneath smooth skin as he backed Marcus in a slow dance toward the couch.

"I love you," he whispered, lips trailing along pink cheeks, tasting the heat of his blush with a swirl of his tongue as his hands wandered lower, delving beneath the hem of his pants to grasp at warm buttocks, noting with pleasured amusement that Marcus wore no underwear. "I have waited my entire life for you."

[Tammika]

His hands were everywhere on him and Marcus couldn't get enough of it and could barely grasp the fact that there were no more limits. He lifted up on his toes as hands squeezed his ass, then melted as Raa followed it up with the sweetest words ever. His eyes instantly filled."Raa.. don't make me cry. Crying is not sexy. All the best things, the things that made me feel absolutely wonderful always come from you. I can't describe how scared I am nor how much I want you right now. I just feel complete with you. You're my everything, Raa."

[TruthSayer]

"I love you," Raa whispered, completely missing the couch in their blind walk backward, Marcus' back making contact with the wall instead. He kissed Marcus' neck, hands sliding up his back as he moved away slightly, pulling Marcus' shirt over his head, tossing it away. His lips trailed down his chest, tongue swirling against hot flesh he'd only been able to dream of until now, teeth biting down on a pert little nipple as he came across it.

"I worship you," he breathed, hands moving to the button on Marcus' pants, fingers shaking as he undid and slid the zipper down, the sound of the teeth separating as erotic as a moan as he stood to his full height, staring heavy lidded into Marcus' eyes as he slipped his hand inside, cupping flesh so hot it burned against his palm as he squeezed gently, making his mouth water and his lips part with quiet little pants. It was there, hard and heavy in his hand, a prize he'd longed for with bated breath and covetous intent for 182 days.

Raa didn't celebrate Christmas, but if he did, he couldn't imagine any present being more precious than this. "Every day of my life," he breathed, and kissed him deeply.

[Tammika]

Sounds fell from Marcus' lips. Sounds that bordered between a breathy little chuckle and a choking gasp as Raa trailed his mouth down his body. His back arched, and he pressed his head against the wall, palms flattened against it too down by his side. He watched Raa as he rose to meet him eye to eye.

His blue eyes widened and relaxed to half closed as Raa caressed his flesh, squeezed it, making him arch his hips into his hand. He didn't feel as though he was crying but when he blinked more tears fell down his face. This was right. This was how he knew it should be. He didn't need the confirmation but it felt good to have it suddenly reaffirmed in your soul. The words he'd said countless times to his boyfriend were made real this night.

His mouth pressed into Raa's, hands moved to his shoulder, around his neck, twined in his hair. "Every day of my life." He repeated it for different reasons. Every day of his life he would love Raa. Watching it grow more like he knew it would. It already had.

Marcus rolled his hips excited by the way it felt to have a dream become reality. HE grinned as his thoughts progressed. He grinned larger. "More. I want more, Raa. We don't have to stop now..."

[TruthSayer]

"What more do you want?" Raa whispered, grin hidden in the flesh of Marcus' neck as he nipped it sharply. No, they didn't have to stop. Not now, never ever again, the realization dawning anew with each inch Raa gained across Marcus' skin. He drew Marcus' erection out of his jeans, light and languid strokes mixing with harder ones as his leg pushed between Marcus' thighs, rubbing his own erection against his hip in long slow thrusts that made him tremble.

Virgin jitters seemed a thing of the past as his hands left Marcus' cock, fumbling against the wall to grasp Marcus' wrists and raise them above his head, pinning him to the wall as he kissed him harshly, entire body rubbing against him in a surging arousal that left him feeling more alive than he'd ever felt before, a low growling moan rumbling low in his chest.

[Tammika]

The familiar growl brought a impish grin to Marcus' face and his head rolled as Raa jerked his hands above his head. "All of you." he purred back, attacking Raa's mouth as he leaned in to invade his, searching every inch, trying to taste every bit there was offered, only able to push back so far. "Every fucking inch of you." he gasped, head hitting the wall as Raa's hand made him writhe and arch his back. "Oh fuck, Raa..." He rose up on his toes, the familiar heady rush was more like and explosion as just a minute or two of Raa pumping him gently made him come harder and faster than he ever had in his life. Still he writhed in Raa's hand, head rolling back and forth as he looked at Raa with a drunken grin. Maybe he should have said sorry, but those weren't the ones that came out of his mouth. "More."

[TruthSayer]

The look on Marcus' face, all gasps and grimaces, the tell tale jerk of his body as his hips spasmed sticky warmth into his hand, onto the front of his pants... The most beautiful and erotic thing Raa had ever witnessed. It left him breathless, his erection trapped within his jeans becoming so painful it was amazing he wasn't already in tears.

But, oh God, he wanted more. He dropped to his knees, releasing Marcus' hands to shimmy his pants down to his ankles as his lips fastened themselves around the head of Marcus' cock. Who cared about not knowing what the fuck he was doing? Who cared about technique, and possibly gagging in a completely unsexy way as he flattened his tongue against the underside and sucked hard? All he cared about was milking every drop of that wonderfully salty-sweet taste from Marcus' cock and swallowing it down. His hands grabbed at Marcus' rear, short nails biting into it as he tugged his hips closer, fingers dancing down the crevasse of his ass in short little strokes before rubbing roughly up his back and scraping their way back down.

[Tammika]

Raa was making it impossible for Marcus to think. It was just enough that he remembered to breathe...barely. He inhaled sharply as Raa dropped to his knees and nearly swallowed his cock ..which would normally be slowly softening, but it stayed semi erect and very sensitive after coming so hard. Marcus cried out from the shock of his warm mouth actually wrapped around him like that. Every moment so far gave him that, Goditsneverfeltlikethisbefore feeling. His knees gave out and almost all his weight came forward on Raa. Marcus had one hand in Raa's hair and the other on his shoulder, but he quickly moved one to brace himself on the arm of the couch.

[TruthSayer]

The stumble caused Marcus to pop out of Raa's mouth, leaving him gasping as he licked swollen wet lips, moaning lightly as the tip of his tongue found a smear of cum on his bottom lip. The taste was thick on his tongue, the musky scent a heady shot of pure aphrodisiac to his head that made him lightheaded and he looked up at Marcus with reverent eyes.

"Bed," he breathed, struggling to his feet around the intense ache in his cock that burned and screamed furiously at him for ignoring it for so long. He flatted Marcus against the wall, kissing him, thrusting his tongue against teeth and palate and tongue as his hands smoothed roughly over Marcus' sides.

"Bed," he breathed again, lips and teeth trailing along Marcus' jaw to his ear. "Now."

[Tammika]

Marcus speechless and Raa reduced to one words commands, commands that sent chills down his spine. Marcus pushed his shoes off and scraped his toes against his heels to help slide out of his jeans. Hooking a finger in the waist of Raa's bulging jeans he tugged him gently along, stepping away from his pants completely naked now. It felt odd and more arousing, if that was possible to be naked with Raa still clothed.

Luring him along with kisses and licking whatever came closest as he moved towards the bedroom door. The room was small but the queen bed was more than enough for the both of them. When his leg touched the bed he slid down Raa's body and sat on the bed, looking up at Raa like the imp he was, unfastening Raa's pants painfully slow.

[TruthSayer]

Marcus... was completely naked... The thought was both a slow push and raging scream through his mind, capitulating over itself wildly as he followed him into the room, hands grasping kneading whatever flesh he could reach, attempting to memorize by touch alone.

Freckles on his lower back and sprinkled across his shoulders. A tiny little scar on his right hip. Another somewhat larger one just over his left buttock. A heavy circumcised cock that jutted semi-hard from a nestle of trimmed auburn curls.

The slide of hands along his body as Marcus sank onto the bed, the gentle tug on his jeans that translated to shiver and chills throughout his entire body as Marcus unsnapped his jeans. Raa watched it with eyes half-mast, hands trailing light touches over Marcus' shoulders, his throat, through his hair to cup the back of his head before sliding down the back of his neck to press gently into the muscle there. The most beautiful thing in the world to him, and he could do nothing but stare in complete rapture.

"I love you," he whispered.

[Tammika]

The room was dark, save for the light that came in from the front room making Raa's frame seem to tower over him even more. He tortured both of them by stopping halfway, leaving just a teasing peek of the swollen heat in Raa's jeans revealed. At least it was enough to relieve the pressure. Placing his hands on Raa's hips and locking his eyes on his he leaned in and nibbled the tip of that bugle briefly, hands roaming feeling the tightness of his muscles. Hands sliding up his body bring Marcus back to a standing position to remove the shirt he lifted only to return to the task of freeing Raa from his jeans.

He tucked his legs under him so his was resting on his knees. Taking both hands he pulled gently on his pants and nudged Raa's cock from his pants with just his mouth. Teeth pulling away fabric face nuzzling into his couch inhaling his scent deeply, nearly dizzy with its effect on him. Marcus actually whimpered at the gift in front of him and took his time learning every detail with his tongue before finally taking him into his mouth, hands still gripping the edges of his pants like a handle, drawing him close as he fed his length into his mouth. He looked up at him as he curled his tongue letting the curved tip trail along the underside as he drew away. "I love you to, Raa."

[TruthSayer]

"الخراء ..." Raa breathed, the slip into his mother language unintentional and unconscious as the realization hit him that his hand would never be enough for him again. He'd never felt anything like it, the nibbling touches of Marcus' mouth on a cock that wept with relief and desire and the yearning for more, the intense warmth and wetness when Marcus finally took him in. His legs shook. The muscles on his back trembled as his eyes fell closed and his head fell back, fingers curling in Marcus' hair as his hips gyrated in little thrusts.

As good as it felt, he was glad when Marcus pulled away, because with just that little amount of stimulation after six months of waiting for it, he was about to cum and he didn't think he'd be able to recover as quickly as Marcus had, and this night wasn't going to end until he was buried as deep inside Marcus as he could get.

His eyes opened, leaving him staring blearily at a dark ceiling, panting heavily as heavy waves of arousal spun through his body, radiating outward from between his legs, tingling in his nipples, making his fingertips feel numb and ultra sensitive at the the same time as they threaded through Marcus' hair. His head rolled forward, a slightly drunk little grin on his face as he reached into his back pocket, drawing out the small black case before pushing his jeans the rest of the way off.

"أنا أحبك،" he whispered, the use of his native tongue intentional this time as he put a hand on Marcus' shoulder and pushed him gently onto his back, moving forward to lay half atop him.

"أنت ملعون ذلك مثير أنا بالكاد يمكن أن يقف عليها." He opened the clasp on the case, dumping out its contents onto the bed beside Marcus' head, and grabbed a small tube of lube from among the pile, twisting the cap off with one hand as he kissed Marcus slowly, tongue delving between his lips to play with Marcus' as his hand slipped down Marcus' body, ghosting over his cock and dipping lower to cup his balls, massaging them gently.

"أنا لم أر شيئا مثل جميلة كما كنت." He squeezed cold lube onto his fingertips, using more than was needed, some dripping onto the bed, some onto the inside of Marcus' thighs as his hand moved lower, brushing against a part of Marcus' body that he'd dreamed about, coveted with as much fervor as a man craved his favorite drug.

[Tammika]

Marcus didn't have the first clue what Raa was saying, but he was hypnotized by the sound of his voice, or maybe it was the feel of him pushing him back on the bed leaning over him, hands finding places Marcus thought would never be touched ...that gently. Pressure built within him again, but it was different. A strong overpowering pressure that wouldn't be denied. Marcus felt horrified, his eyes widen unnaturally large and he groaned in embarrassment. "Oh god ...Raa stop..I'm gonna.. Shit!" He rolled away from Raa and scrambled from the bed rolling so fast he fell off the opposite side. He sat up quickly, only his head visible, face so red the heat felt like he had a fever.

"Um..... hold that thought! I gotta piss like a race horse!" With that less than romantic line he crawled/ran to the bathroom door and slammed it. After a dreadfully long pause, the telltale sounds echoed in the small bathroom along with Marcus mumbling,"Just kill me now god...just kill me."

[TruthSayer]

At first, Raa thought he had done something wrong. It had taken what felt like hundreds of highly embarrassing hours of online research to figure out exactly how to do what they were trying to do in the most pleasurable way possible and with the least amount of pain. His door locked, blushing so terribly he felt like his skin would melt and with a constant hard on he refused to touch because it just felt wrong to do so, he'd never watched so much porn in his life.

But what if he'd still managed to hurt Marcus? The arousal swimming through him was immediately replaced by dread as he yanked his hand back and sat upright at the exact same time Marcus rolled off the bed, eyes wide with shock and worry.

Until Marcus spoke.

Raa groaned, shock and relief coursing through him. He fell back onto the bed, shaking hand lifting to cover his face while the one still covered in lube lay splayed out at his side. Chuckles turned into full-blown laughter when the sound of piss hitting water echoed from the bathroom, his heart pounding in his chest as tendrils of fear and uncertainty twisted with arousal churned uncomfortably in his gut.

[Tammika]

"I think... I'll just die right here in the bathroom. Just pretend I don't exist." Marcus was done, but leaning on the bathroom door. He didn't want to come out. Raa was so calm so smooth... a little nervous, but just perfect in every other way, then enter dorky Marcus. He ruffled up his hair in frustration and growled, despite the fact that the action completed his second grade actions so far.

He sighed and pushed off the door, turning and opening it a crack to peek out at Raa.